I was overcome this evening, the minute I left service tonight I found myself with uncontrollable tears pouring down my cheeks. I have no idea where they came from. I pulled over half way home and sat with it. Searching my mind and recent history for the catalyst but silence was all there was. I turned my car toward home and just let the tears flow. As I exited my car I was buffeted by this relentless wind. I hate the wind. Out of all weather experiences wind is my least favorite. I stopped dead in my tracks in the middle of the parking lot though when I realized that my tears that were still falling were being splayed across my face. The coolness was so refreshing and I stood there with my face to the wind until my face was completely dry and fresh. The tears were gone and I have decided not to try to keep analyzing it. It wasn't a bad experience, confusing, yes. But I suspect it was a gift. A private blessing.
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